I don't necessarily think revisiting this blog feels good. I think more than anything, it feels necessary. This past year has ripped everything I know about myself away from me. The things I thought were at the crux of my identity mean very little to me all these months later - the friendships and loves that I thought were unshakeable turned out to be not-so-earthquake-proof. I wish I could look back on 2025 with pride and joy. I felt pride and joy during that time, don't get

I think a lot of who we are is what we've become in the dark. I don't think there is much to a person beyond who they are when they're...

For all of my life, I have avoided fear. I don't watch scary movies. I don't read thrillers. I sleep with a light on in the hallway and...

Let's recap. I travelled. I cried. I triumphed. This was a month of extreme growth and large achievements. I am proud of myself. I am...

Hey there - to everyone who's reading, which is most likely no one. It is nice to meet you! I am working diligently on being comfortable...